Well I had my levels tested yesterday, and I am suppose to go back on Wednesday. However, there is no doubt in my mind that this baby is gone. I am not being dramatic and will spare you the gory details, but trust me, there's simply no way.
I am sad, but I am trying to remember that things happen for a reason. All those months I was trying to get pregnant with Jakob and depressed when it didnt happen, if it would have at any moment, I would not have the same kid I have now. That sounds wierd, but I can't get through this without putting my faith in God. This was completely out of my control. I am just glad now that I can start to move on. Thank you for being so kind and praying for me.