Tuesday, January 26, 2010

So long, Farewell, Auf Weidersehn, Goodnight

Well I had my levels tested yesterday, and I am suppose to go back on Wednesday. However, there is no doubt in my mind that this baby is gone. I am not being dramatic and will spare you the gory details, but trust me, there's simply no way.
I am sad, but I am trying to remember that things happen for a reason. All those months I was trying to get pregnant with Jakob and depressed when it didnt happen, if it would have at any moment, I would not have the same kid I have now. That sounds wierd, but I can't get through this without putting my faith in God. This was completely out of my control. I am just glad now that I can start to move on. Thank you for being so kind and praying for me.


  1. I'm so sorry, you are in my prayers. Everything happens for a reason, even if the reason is stupid. I know in my heart that I lost mine because of what was in store for my body this past year. I can only imagine how much harder it would have been had I carried it any longer, not that it makes the loss any easier. Maybe this is God's way to make sure we have the opportunity to be pregnant together. Maybe we'll both have little girls and they will be the same age. I am glad that it did not drag on for you. I love you sis!

  2. I am so so sorry! I understand how you feel and if you need someone to talk to, please let me know! For now, great, big, HUGS for you.